And then never forget

 If you like to read on; do not understand, do not ask why. Koujin Ting Cao Ming almost fairy round up the fat girl is in the first day of the next semester transferred. This time is just called it asked, and the grass next to me with a tone of blame, said: I remember that morning, but forget the date. The weather was good, hard to come by the sun Full House. Carrying a little girl like her bag full of drag seat in front of me came. Her bag was later learned that the reason the drum than the others, this guy can think of things usually take all three band-aids,bailey UGG boots, scissors, transparent plastic, absorbing tissues as well as packages and bales of paper towels. Cancer, she said the girls are so attentive extreme. I think the grass is a very gentle next person, but here she has become a gentle source of injury. People are perfectionists, it seems difficult to accept as good things and good things is not like the piece together. Cao Ming is a victim of this idea. Gang boys to see her can not help shaking his head: You ... ah ... She also likes Whenever the market launch of type After reading will be very satisfied smile, as if something happened to her body as well. For a long time down the grass next to develop a complete fairy-tale way of thinking. She was dead set on that, one day a Prince Charming fantasy nervously will come to her, love her marry her and live happily with her. Every time I go together well, when I thought I was very hateful. Because I can not help saying something to break her vicious words unrealistic dream. ! net, looks just plain more blurred the color, it seems mysterious, in fact, as long as you feel the heart, which will eventually see through the appearance of colorful and mysterious grasp. The world is so big, what kind of things can happen. Who my prince will not happen? Moreover, even if not really, because not only need to be met in the imagination. Kou, you are a girl, should be understood I was never ah. Do you not have had such good fantasy? Lord. And when I grew up a lot of people met a lot of things, God in his own way to understand clearly told me to recognize the reality that God is the most can not believe. When I was doing far-fetched dream, I will alert this is self-destruction. because there are so unrealistic expectations, in real life will not work for their own future. always want to rely on people to save some virtual Mo to not for their good intention. However, your life will slowly build up the illusion of torn severely. you know what loneliness, you will understand what is carrying. Cao Ming, this is too pathetic. Do not let yourself so poor, do not understand the last minute behind empty. Obviously nothing, and yet aloof confidence, such as Cantonese opera masterpiece, obviously no money, but insist accept all. I defeated her again and again to the glass castle, but it is again and again failed. I did not mean to be difficult with her, just think, some things better than me to tell her in person one day, her face in pain is better. After all, I was her friend, did not mean to hurt her. Coke on the grass out there is a devastating attack, at least I think so. She finally decided to hand out that the letters, she totally believe this is God's will, she confirmed to me that weird Coke is the grass next to the boys from the code. One reason is because Coke is the favorite drink Cao Ming, and the second is the grass next saw him feel the world is happy Dujiangyan City. Objectively speaking, this is not entirely her responsibility. Coke is indeed a rare good person. When the only junior high or something around us, when raunchy childish boys, cola with his unique elegance captured numerous prisoners. He was a year older than us, because of a serious illness and took a year, three days of the time as for admission into our classes. He is as beautiful as Venus, shapely, is a clean boy, like to wear fancy clothes. I rarely saw him run around and mixed with boys fighting, almost did not talk much. Most of the time, Coke is sitting in his seat before the fall of the homework study. Million spoke without temperature is always slightly raised his chin, is conceal the natural arrogance. In short, he fully consistent with Cao Ming Man, exactly right. Cao Ming surprised one day to tell me that she saw the Coke after playing basketball in a very beautiful out of his pocket handkerchief to wipe the men. She said, but the boys are all away handkerchief carefully and gentle. To this end, she secretly went to the mall to go take my handkerchief Look at the price - clearly the price thirty pieces. been worried about has finally happened. Cao Ming like crazy, carefully remember everything about Coke. If the moment, the grass is clearly specified in the eyes of the color of sorrow, and then I heard it from her mouth said, the most dismal words: me and said slowly: do not fall, Taixidabei is better than not sad not happy ', but you know what? that life, I feel tired, I simply can not stand. Do not speak, , the father shouted to my mother: 'do you get hurry! crying! you think she can really go to college, right? her test into ah!' cried the day my mouth one night. I know my family, including you - My friend in the end is how to evaluate me, do you think I am making progress, unrealistic, which I all know. I do know how to do is right, but I can not convince myself to do it. Ming - you do not say so. We all know you're a good boy,UGG shoes, and we are hoping hello. to see the knot finally solved my heart - and to everyone what she wants, is really nice to her. Dujiangyan City each have their own way of life, this is their only choice. I finally make my face look happy together, That night I got home, the first time ever all the jobs open, and remove the hidden drawer beautiful stationery, seriously out of grass to the tone of writing a love letter. Honestly, I really not good at writing this kind of thing. But in order to clear grass, I would rather re-bookcase of books Zaifan all about love again. Finally write about a thousand words about the first letters of my life will be the last love letter. I showed it to see Cao Ming, Cao Ming very much, very happy look. And are attempting to copy it again, using entirely their own handwriting, love letters sent to Coke. I also understand why I would propose to help her recover Coke - I just want to see the smiling faces of the child. But I looked at her, very wanted to cry. Feeling as if one has been suffering from an incurable disease for the patient to complete her last wish, even though beautiful, but after all fragmented. Coke was handed in the hands of love letters the next day, Cao Ming received a reply from Coke, the letter was written only a handful of few words, is simply not good enough to write me, not worthy of your love and the like. In fact, he wants to say only one meaning - I do not like you. I prepared a lot of words to comfort Cao Ming, I think she burst into tears. But she is very easily crumpled Coke thrown into the garbage reply. Then I suddenly realized I had always done a long time fool, Cao Ming had simply nothing, but not stupid. The result of something we already know. Campus after we sat together on the parallel bars, swinging their legs back and forth. . I always thought life is abstract in the network, as long as I will have to look hard spectacle vision. now that, but it was only an ordinary landscape only, I have been too concerned about what goes on the net covering the what while ignoring the most important thing this painting - the true nature of the landscape. setting sun, lake, grass, trees, and keep to an ideal life with their own people in the real hard work. Even with blood, Even if the tears, even though there are many in the fairy tale does not appear desolate, but that feeling is arrested heart in hand, is real. can be washed clean of blood and tears instead of laughter can also be used. In real life can be achieved as long as the dream work! Coke appears to only change out the grass that she did not drink carbonated drinks anymore since then, replaced by a tea and juice. In her own words, she began to make real in mind. Their health is most important. Autumn to early winter when the grass next to follow relatives in Hokkaido, Japan. A year later, I unexpectedly received a letter from her. Kou child: see words such as face. I miss you ah. How are you? I had a great time here, do not know why, I suddenly thought of writing to you. To accompany a friend to a ferry just look at the scenery, he bought a coffee for me to drink. Then, I saw the words printed on the cup: Do not know whether it was a long time did not drink carbonated drinks sake, one side of my body weight to decrease sharply. Now I look very cool, always like to look in the mirror, when in fact I also very beautiful! Now I'm in a great high school, I would like to test to Waseda University,UGG boots clearance, is not very greedy ah? Hee hee - came across a poem, Hsi Mu-jung, and to you! the. Speaking of shocking is not described as eerie, but you simply can not imagine a girl's home will be this way. Cao Ming told me, toward the Japanese Yen is the name of morning glory, fresh and elegant. However, Lin Zhao Yan is completely not the case. Always walk in front of me, and occasionally allow me to taking her arm toward the Yen Yi Miqi at least five. Dark side of her complexion, short hair was straight stud, and feel will tie hand. Always a careless arrogant expression. I heard her parents divorced early, asagao his rented house near the school to live. It is a simple bed room apartment, very clean, because here in addition to a bed plus a desk outside the empty chair. The only ornament is hung on the wall of a black sheath knife, it seems very sharp, I was not close. When I was bored to check it around her small house, set towards the Yen is the man with a black shirt reclining faint smile on the door frame - this is my face under her, because her face expressionless time reveals a murderous, scary. Asagao parents were very rich, so her to live with impunity. Unexpectedly, this love to buy Marlboro cigarettes but never drawn against them simply lit the guy on the ashtray to fend for themselves to learn good enough to envy. She always said, I am a very picky on cigarettes and food, the people. But each exam, she always came in the back of Maggie, Maggie test her exam 579 575, Maggie 587 test 590 test her, anyway, must be somewhat sporadic poor Maggie Cai Ganxin. This is always urging her teacher,UGG boots, just work harder, a little more effort, it is possible more than Maggie, the department level first, do not you do not want to do that? The teacher was right, the first year the title, asagao like spring and early summer the days, not too hot not too cold nor the warm tone, like her favorite song, so a little bit random , there is a little bit lazy, just as the sun on the beach, easy to positively happy. But the first year, so she felt the cold after restraint, feel that I am not young had to have the old. , often robbing the students when the school money to drink. Once he actually blocked asagao audacious manner, did not say the whole word has been so asagao Liaodao the ground. Asagao who began learning Taekwondo, and is now already a black belt, just easy to deal with him. Later I heard that the boys worship asagao when the boss, but after all what he does, Because of this, the students are afraid of North Korea around the Yen, and no boy dared to approach her. Secretly classmates called her Satan, and later actually know her very much. Then later, there is a face to dare her call her Satan. She is a strange kind of weird people, even if we claim to be a friend, I do not know her. Teacher cadres her duty, she flatly refused, choose what she is indifferent to the good student, as she now has to write, send sample issues to others after the publication of, or in what the game won an award, she received a certificate will be mm without exception, were all thrown into the trash. She does not photograph, writing not leave papers. In short, no matter sorted linked commemorate and recall the things she refuse to. One day, she suddenly called for tomorrow to near middle of the night school, asked me not with her now, I said, She has taught me, people escape this life without learning that the T how much regret, I am pleased to accept the theory of her. In the corner waiting for her appointment, she comes, V-neck white T-shirt, blue and gray jeans, very handsome. My surprise she actually giving her a low pony tail long bangs that almost cover the eyes. She smiled and said nothing. I suddenly realized that she usually is wearing a wig to school - a very realistic wig. Car is a piece of barren land in the stopped asagao magically conjure up a kite out. I understand, she turned to me with her kite. Then we began to indulge in laughter. Kite began to fly away is very high. great fear was the wind drowned in the past. Yan looked at his hands toward the spool, suddenly be waving to the distance, then turned around and looked at me ... ... affair, so he and my mother divorced. Asagao lay beside, staring at the ceiling. to find the reasons, and not blame the faithless man. Yen Korean girls who actually betrayed the party will say, sub-location, regardless of the time, hit me anytime, anywhere. with a variety of ways she could think of hit me. five years old when the pits even slap her mouth Yang blood. Since then, I started looking forward to their divorce, so I can be free. Life for me is a network of Health with the barb, and I This network is the mean prey, was seriously wounded by tear can not resist. society is like that, she hit me is only right and proper that I fight is outrageous. I found myself from birth that day is a cursed devil, should accept such a purgatory. Noon, asagao burned rice for me, it was the best I've ever eaten food to eat. I ate a surprise and said: happy. can not be described as happy, as if the essence of the whole person I have dissolved into the SUI. the. That meal so unusual boring. Future? What exactly is meant by have a future? Because these two words have to give up I really like it? Has been very casual but only this time I also can not understand usually used to free the Korean Yen. Before I left I suddenly wanted to see asagao knife, she carefully handed off my hands. I think it is heavy, the sheath still engraved words: Call my name / until it / not worth ... ... coat. you are afraid of being honest yearning own extraordinary, so too did suppress their normal preferences. After all, you just feel sorry for, why they disguise a strong right? closed his eyes. I see the bright eyes of liquid crystal to flow out, big stars big stars fell to the ground. Asagao, you have something missing does not mean you'll never get. One priest said to me: 'You have to know yourself, only happiness. 'Since you like to eat boiled should aspire toward the heart before the leave, ordinary worldly success simply can not satisfy you, you need to enjoy a more wayward, to a good life. in the test, the DPRK finally heart honors Yen Maggie10 points higher than the whole. But she did not continue to high school. Later, I heard she went to France to study cooking, and opened his own restaurant. She went before the trustee brought a kite to me, that says: It is the direction to go. maybe to the last minute it came to understand, it is not always bound network, but - heart.